Ramblings of a sleep deprived teen!

So i hardly got any sleep despite how tired i was after the cleaning and rearranging of my bedroom. So it's fathers day... This day always makes me so sad, because obviously it makes me think of dad. If you find that this post is just pathetic psycho babble it's because I'm sleep deprived! My room looks so nice now, i still want to repaint it though. I should have a music corner, i have enough stuff what with the three... No wait, four guitars, keyboards, amplifiers, microphone, CD/radio/tape player... The list goes on. I should also get the closet downstairs for all the books here... It's like a freaking library! I've created this time capsule thing so i can look back at my childhood when I'm older, or you know if I'm really bored sometime in the near future... OK rambling over, going to bed now.

Update

My birthday is in two days! Yay! Cannot wait! I've changed my mind on what college i am going to for complicated reasons, I am so over him and i am OK. Nothing more to say now, so I'm gonna go back to cleaning my room...

The colour red

My hair is a gorgeous shade of red! I love it! But i feel unwell at the moment so i am unable to fully celebrate.

From bluey, greeny to orange then red... Uh

Went to the salon to get my hair fixed, it is now bright orange. I had to have that colour put on so that i could have the colour red i wanted. It's a long story but i had to leave half way through. I'm going back tomorrow to get the red on. Urgh!

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The horizon

Not thinking about him is a hell of a lot easier now. I hardly think of him anymore. I've decided on a college, there is a possibility of moving house on the horizon. OK so my hair is a crap shade now but that will soon be fixed. I think I've finally moved on. No, i know I've finally moved on. I'm OK. I want to live, see the world and do all the stupid things i want to. Sure, it's a shame i can't do all of that with him by my side, but it's happened and I'm OK that it's happened. Because i have a new motto: Live until you die. Live every day like it's your last. Do not look back if you don't like what you see and move on until whoever you want to leave behind isn't even a dot on the horizon. That was a few motto's crammed into one there! Oh well, must get some sleep.

crap, bollocks and other bad words!

So, my cousin dyed my hair blond, it turned a weird shade of orange, so we tried to dye it blue to get rid of the weird tiger shade and it turned out freaking sea weed green! ARGH! But i have to go out with the sea weed hair to get black hair dye so we can fix it tomorrow! Good job i brought a baseball cap the other day... Although I'm sure it looks worse than my hair. Why can't anything go right?! Oh well I'm not gonna stress about it, I'm just gonna laugh it off! ha ha ha... Sigh.