I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Monday, 15 June 2009

crap, bollocks and other bad words!

So, my cousin dyed my hair blond, it turned a weird shade of orange, so we tried to dye it blue to get rid of the weird tiger shade and it turned out freaking sea weed green! ARGH! But i have to go out with the sea weed hair to get black hair dye so we can fix it tomorrow! Good job i brought a baseball cap the other day... Although I'm sure it looks worse than my hair. Why can't anything go right?! Oh well I'm not gonna stress about it, I'm just gonna laugh it off! ha ha ha... Sigh.
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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

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perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.