Monday, 15 June 2009
The horizon
Not thinking about him is a hell of a lot easier now. I hardly think of him anymore. I've decided on a college, there is a possibility of moving house on the horizon. OK so my hair is a crap shade now but that will soon be fixed. I think I've finally moved on. No, i know I've finally moved on. I'm OK. I want to live, see the world and do all the stupid things i want to. Sure, it's a shame i can't do all of that with him by my side, but it's happened and I'm OK that it's happened. Because i have a new motto: Live until you die. Live every day like it's your last. Do not look back if you don't like what you see and move on until whoever you want to leave behind isn't even a dot on the horizon. That was a few motto's crammed into one there! Oh well, must get some sleep.
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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