Saturday, 11 July 2009
Thursday, 9 July 2009
What's happening so far...
Today was good, met some new people, that is all i will say on the subject for now, Pupil Oscars went good except i didn't win, but some really good, kinda and brave people won in my place so that makes me feel better about it. erm, Torchwood episodes are good. My creativity is still surging so i am getting some good work done on my drawings and photographs. okay... So i think that is all. Good bye.
Sunday, 5 July 2009
5 things
5 things that are good right now:
1) got nominated for award
2) my creative side is finally getting me somewhere
3) finally moved on
4) i have more books now and i think i am just about ready to open up a small library (at least that's what everyone who enters my room says)
5) I have plans, like actual future plans (tell later)
6) Harry potter film coming out soon, yay!
7) torchwood series three starts tomorrow! YAY!
8) I realise that i have more happy things going on than i realised, yay!
5 things that are not so good right now:
1) I'm bored
2) nervous about being on stage
3) my hair needs to be cut and dyed but i cannot afford it and if i continue to pour chemicles onto it i will pay for it in more than money!
4) ... I can't think of anything else... YAY!
FUTURE PLANS:
Go to college, take science GCSE along with A levels
Travel
Uni in Cardiff/Ireland
That's about it right now - it's a start at least.
1) got nominated for award
2) my creative side is finally getting me somewhere
3) finally moved on
4) i have more books now and i think i am just about ready to open up a small library (at least that's what everyone who enters my room says)
5) I have plans, like actual future plans (tell later)
6) Harry potter film coming out soon, yay!
7) torchwood series three starts tomorrow! YAY!
8) I realise that i have more happy things going on than i realised, yay!
5 things that are not so good right now:
1) I'm bored
2) nervous about being on stage
3) my hair needs to be cut and dyed but i cannot afford it and if i continue to pour chemicles onto it i will pay for it in more than money!
4) ... I can't think of anything else... YAY!
FUTURE PLANS:
Go to college, take science GCSE along with A levels
Travel
Uni in Cardiff/Ireland
That's about it right now - it's a start at least.
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.