5 things that are good right now:
1) got nominated for award
2) my creative side is finally getting me somewhere
3) finally moved on
4) i have more books now and i think i am just about ready to open up a small library (at least that's what everyone who enters my room says)
5) I have plans, like actual future plans (tell later)
6) Harry potter film coming out soon, yay!
7) torchwood series three starts tomorrow! YAY!
8) I realise that i have more happy things going on than i realised, yay!
5 things that are not so good right now:
1) I'm bored
2) nervous about being on stage
3) my hair needs to be cut and dyed but i cannot afford it and if i continue to pour chemicles onto it i will pay for it in more than money!
4) ... I can't think of anything else... YAY!
FUTURE PLANS:
Go to college, take science GCSE along with A levels
Travel
Uni in Cardiff/Ireland
That's about it right now - it's a start at least.
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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