Oh no...

Crap, crap, crap. What can i do to help him? I need to be there for him, i need to do something i feel so useless. What can i do? He needs the help i can't give him... I feel so helpless. He's my best friend. And i can't bear to see him hurt.

Roads, lanes and various motorways

Woo-hoo! Life is good again! No more skipping college, no more arguments with the Parentals (so far anyways) and yes there are problems like there are in every persons life but i think I'll get through them. Especially with my best mate who is totally awesome and who i love, love, love unconditionally - I'll have to watch that, I'm getting all sappy on him! Not that i wasn't before but still. Sigh, i might be transferring after summer though which will be a pain but worth it in the end if decide to go down a particular career road. Operation road trip has to go underway next year! And he's staying in town for another year! To which i say yay! Erm... Ooh dunno what to write now, except... Be who you are and don't let anyone stand in your way!

In no mood...

I'm pissed, grumpy, tired, depressed. So to sum it all up i feel like utter sh... Crap. - I'm trying to cut back on the swearing since i still live with the parental units and they don't like it. Which is very hypocritical since they swear all the time! Just had to help them with our new T.V because i am the expert out of all of us. Ah, and they say I'm not a stereotypical guy. But here i am: sorting out electrics for the girls. Doing all the DIY around the house. Although those two things are the only things about me that are stereotypical - i think that's my word for the day now XD So... yeah... Still feeling crap for reasons i won't bother saying. See ya!

I think we're going to be ok

There comes a time in every persons life when you need someone to hold your hand. My time came last night, when i was at the worst i had been for a long time. He offered me his hand and he gave me strength. He held me tightly and didn't say a word because that's all i needed a hug. At these times i just know that we are going to survive this crazy world, together forever.