Tuesday, 6 October 2009
In no mood...
I'm pissed, grumpy, tired, depressed. So to sum it all up i feel like utter sh... Crap. - I'm trying to cut back on the swearing since i still live with the parental units and they don't like it. Which is very hypocritical since they swear all the time! Just had to help them with our new T.V because i am the expert out of all of us. Ah, and they say I'm not a stereotypical guy. But here i am: sorting out electrics for the girls. Doing all the DIY around the house. Although those two things are the only things about me that are stereotypical - i think that's my word for the day now XD So... yeah... Still feeling crap for reasons i won't bother saying. See ya!
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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