What if my best friend from infant school had stayed in the country?
What if i had stayed friends with her?
What if i had never left my old school?
What if i stayed at the other school i moved to?
What if i hadn't suggested the break?
What if me and him were still friends?
What if my dad was around?
Guess I'll never know.
Why do i always screw things up?! I have had three relationships where i have either done something to mess it up or they did something and i reacted badly... Why do i bother to care and love? It only ends it tears and heartbreak! I have not seen him for five days, i won't see him for another three. It's better this way. But what about when we leave for college and then we will NEVER see each other again. Maybe he will return to club... But it does not matter, i have to move on entirely, it is better when we do not see each other.
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