I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Monday, 27 April 2009

Tough cookies

It was a good day today. Done half of my art exam and it's turning out pretty good. Had a laugh with my mates and there is a cute new boy joining our year. I am brimming with rage at the moment because i had to do this design thing and it turned out rather rubbish and i can't do it again, but if the examiner doesn't like it, tough cookies. I tried my best. Tomorrow i have to do the rest of my exam and then I'm going to the youth group. Then on Wednesday I'll be going to work and doing revision in the afternoon at school, then on Thursday I'll see him again, after a long while. I've seen him once, maybe twice in three weeks. Today i met an old acquaintance, that was nice.

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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

untitled


perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.