Weird...

Why now? Why did he have to start talking to me now?! I don't get it... I keep playing the moment over and over, I've tried to distract myself with cleaning, music and just fooling around on the computer but nothing works! I know i will just have to wait until Monday but it's the waiting that kills me (Not literally). I don't get it! He said (or rather, he text me) that he didn't want to be with me anymore and now out of the blue he wants to talk and "see how things go" urgh! And he is still a little spineless because he didn't say he wanted to see how things go to my face he got someone to do it for him! Honestly some people just aren't worth it... but is he one of those people? But I will let him come to me because i am not desperate and I'm not giving him power over me anymore, I'm my own person now and now I'm just bloody babbling, suppose i just better clean my room, it's getting like a tip again...