I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Thursday, 26 March 2009

Broken record

My English exam went well. Just when i thought i was free from coursework i get another load piled on top of me. He sat next to me and i turned my back on him. Dunno how he reacted. i brought mom a late mothers day gift and an "I'm sorry I'm such a bitch" gift. Erm... Need to make an appointment with the doctor, little bit scared about what I'm gonna find out... Also I'm gonna get my hair cut again. I'm really keeping that salon in business. I could have screamed at him today, we had these sheets of paper that told us what we would need to do to get a good grade in the exams and they had three colours i chose blue first and i thought he would too cause it's his favourite colour but he chose green. I bet it was because he didn't want the same as me. How immature can he get?! Maybe things will be better when i leave... I hope so. But no more moaning about him now because I'm starting to sound like a whiny teenager on a broken record.

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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

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perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.