I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Saturday, 19 December 2009

Ouch!!!!

My hand fudging hurts!!! I hit a door - don't ask and i know that was stupid. But on the bright side me and my friend got to hang out today for the first time in about a month - just the two of us. It was great. I still love him like mad, but i think it's more friend-love now. I don't know. But anyways. It's nearly Christmas and I'll be damned if i don't enjoy it because i have to enjoy what is left of this year, for next year will be filled with transfers, exams, money stress and lots lots more! (Joys!) But i need to think positive! MERRY CHRISTMAS! x
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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

untitled


perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.