I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Sunday, 6 September 2009

A new post (and chapter)

Hey guys! Jeez, it's been so long since i have posted. I'm sorry! It's just so many things have have happened in the space of a month! Me and him (yeah, you know who I'm talking about) are back together!!!!! :D Major happiness right there! My hair has changed again and so has my attitude. I'm much more kick ass than before. College starts up very, very, soon. But I'm calm and I'm gonna be OK. Because I'm no longer the meek, mild invisible person i was. But where there is happiness there must be sadness, there is always a balance to life. Things have gotten complicated, certain factors and feelings have gotten in the way of certain things but i won't go into detail. A new chapter starts here and i will be OK. I hope y'all are OK and i have to go now so until now... Buh-bye!
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2 comments:

  1. Twinkle6 September 2009 at 11:22

    Funny, I just posted about balance too!
    But wooo! Glad things are going good, I'm really happy for you :) x

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  2. Ash7 September 2009 at 10:18

    I'm happy for me too! XD Finally, things are starting to work out ok! Hope you are alright and that things are good for you too.

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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

untitled


perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.