Saturday, 19 September 2009
May the heart grow fonder
We hung out today for like, seven hours. I had a blast and i think we will survive whatever hits us. But then it came to saying goodbye... It rips me up inside every single time i have to do it. I hate it with everything that's in me. Sure, maybe space is good and if we saw each other every minute of every day we would eventually get sick of each other. But i doubt it... I suppose that absence make the heart grow fonder though... Ugh, i don't know what's the matter with me... I just miss him all the time he's not here. But onto other equally important matters: My assignments are due on Monday, so i have to get to work on them... I think i might be dropping one of my courses, because although it's good (sort of) I'm not being challenged enough. There's nothing else i really want to report.
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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