I am freaking out!

I want to sleep, but i can't. Because if i sleep I'll soon wake up, then if i wake up, tomorrow will be here and it will really be happening, it will happen and then it would have happened. God I'm freaking out!!!!! I'm not ready, i can't be ready. Not yet. OK, freaking, freaking, falling, falling and I'm slowly falling asleep. So I'm just going to brace myself, put on my game face and face it. I have no choice, because either way it will happen, so i can either face it alert and ready, or drowsy and bad moody because of the lack of sleep, it's up to me. Even i can't make THAT choice. How can i make this one?