Let go

I thought seeing him would clear things up for me. In one way i suppose it did, in another it made things a bit more difficult. We were standing in the corridor and some guys were messing about with a balloon (i never said the boys at my school were mature) and we both jump and the slightest sudden, loud noise so we backed off a little. He looked over at me and i swear he smiled. But what if i imagined it? JEEZ! Why can't i just let him go?! Media exam was crap. I think i ballsed it up in a major way. I see no point in continuing with my exams. Gonna fail anyways. Bollocks.