Deciding to say goodbye

I have this week and then there will be nothing but exams for a month. After that i have no idea what I'm gonna do. I still have to decide on a college, it's been made clear that it will be nearly impossible for me to leave home whilst at college so that's one thing sorted. But i think they will have a leaving assembly for us, not sure on the date of that, also i think they want us to do this get together thing out on the beach, say goodbye whilst having fun, that sort of thing. Wow, i can't believe I'm gonna be saying goodbye to friends I've known for about a year and a school I've only just got used to. Typical! I wonder what college will bring? I pray that this will be the one educational building that will not bring me so much trouble that i have to leave. It shouldn't do though because this time I'm tougher, i will not be driven out of my own life again! Eep! Just realised that i have to write an essay and it's due tomorrow! Better get to work... What fun. I wonder if i made a mistake picking the four hardest courses in college? :D