Sunday, 8 March 2009
Too many thoughts
I am calm, i will not let whatever happens get to me and i will remain at school to study. I keep thinking of every possible outcome. Either we're friends until we have another fight or we're friends then lose touch. Or we're friends forever and continue like nothing ever happened. There are too many options and too many thoughts roaming inside my head. I just know I'm not gonna be paying attention in classes tomorrow. Ah well, that's life. But i don't think he realises that he is also dealing with someone Else's feelings because he has just left me hanging with a "we'll see ow things go" I mean what the hell does that mean?! It's like: Does he want me to go and talk to him, does he want me to wait for him? Ugh!
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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