Screwed up, messed up and without a care

I have been thinking about how much i have messed up. I've actually pinpointed where i went wrong. The truth is, yeah. I screwed up, big time. It's a shame, because i had something great. I had something i would have killed for a year ago. And i messed up and i lost everything i had worked so hard to get. So here is my message to anyone and everyone who is feeling sad, low, depressed or all of the above: Don't give up. Whatever you do, do not give up on life. Because, yes it can always get worse. But it can also get better. Five months ago (Wow time flies!) I never would have thought that i would be here, without a friend and without a care. A month ago i thought i couldn't live without him. But i am. And i will continue to. Because i refuse to continually let other people rule my life. It is true that when we love someone and they leave us, there's a hole in our hearts, but that hole gets stitched up, the stitches dissolve and then there's a scar and then over more time... There's barely a mark. The time and the size of that mark varies depending on how much they hurt us. OK I'm done getting all philosophical and... Stuff.