Tuesday, 24 March 2009
Pass and fail
I passed!!!! I can't believe i passed my math AND my English exam!! Anyways went to club today and you would have thought I'd have been away a month not a week! A boy from class (who i spent most of the day with) came up and hugged me twice, another guy hugged me about a zillion times, a girl who i actually haven't seen for a while hugged me and looked shocked about my piercing also another guy sort of patted me on the arm. One part of me thought "what's with all the psychical contact?!" and another said "AW!!!" Either way i feel quite appreciated. I will not go to school tomorrow to do catch up because i have finally done all of it! Not sure of things are OK at the moment... I just feel kinda out of it at the moment. Probably because I've been up since 5.00AM then studied, then done two exams and then dealt with all the emotional baggage that comes with every day. A guy at club said he wants me to stick around and not give up. I'll try, i am not promising ANYTHING!
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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