major bollockings with knobs on (No pun intended)

Well, i got a major bollocking from my art teacher. Said i will fail exam if i don't attend the classes. Obviously. Aah well. Today was... Crap. I'm glad i went to class because i caught up on some English work and humanities essay is now all typed up. But i felt like dying (and crying) all day. I saw him and i just... Well lets just say i haven't felt like crying so much in a long time. I want him back so badly. But i can't. And i won't show that i want him back to anyone because that would just be.... No it can't happen. Oh I'd give anything to turn back time and not do what i did. FYI I did not cheat or anything. I just... The simplest explanation is this: I had issues and stuff happen to me that he couldn't deal with. I would delve in further but frankly, it's too personal. Anyways, anything else? Nope don't think so. Gonna go eat now before i have to go to this youth group thing. Could be my last session, if i decide to go to drama instead. They don't know that though. Oh yeah, gonna go horse riding with school. The catch? I have to do stuff like trekking and sailing first. :( worth it though. I love horses. Also i don't think he's gonna go!