Last one, then it's in the past

This will be the last post about him. He is gonna be erased from my life for good, the stuff he left here will be sent back to him on Thursday. He will not be mentioned in this blog anymore, unless something truly big happens and i have to get it off my chest - old habits die hard or whatever - I will not talk about him to anyone and will tell everyone not to mention him to me. I am moving on with a vengeance! HA! Grinning like mad whilst listening to my favourite CD, i have had it with his mind games and everything. He was a good friend when it suited him but when things got hard he bailed and that is not what friends do. I'm lucky this happened before i chose a college near him or even got to sharing a flat with him! The truth is i fell in love with him and he didn't feel the same way, what kind of friendship would that have been anyways? Also when we split he made me so upset i started drinking and smoking and hanging out with people i didn't even like, i never want to do that again, i will not let someone have that control and power over me. So I'm moving on with my life and leaving the past where it belongs: in the past.