I'm over it
Sapphire is right. I should just get over this thing now. It will ruin my life if i don't. It's just so hard letting go. But i will. I am. I don't need him to live my life. I'll be OK without him. He isn't coming back and i do not want him back. I'm over it. Thanks sapphire for making me realise this.
poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
Good, because I spent 4 years dwelling over a guy once and every relationship and friendship I had during that time was less than it could have been because my mind was somewhere else. Also, this is the best time of your life, you just got into the college of your dreams. Embrace life, enjoy it. Carpe Diem!
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