I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

Had enough.

I have had it with his crap! If i don't get my CD back by tomorrow i will ask for it personally. I didn't want to know but then a friend asked on my behalf (without my knowledge) and apparently he no longer has it. So what the hell has he done with it?! I gave him that CD as a favour i always wanted it back! God, i will not be surprised if he asks for his arm warmers back now, i think he is getting that bitter and twisted. I have had it with him though. Everyone at school has seen that he is trying to alienate me. Everyone except the other bloody students! Typical! I never realised it before but he is extremely two faced! Argh! I don't know what to do! Because even though i know all of this about him now i still want him back! How wrong is that?! As if i didn't have enough to worry about what with all the coursework and exams the school is throwing at me left, right and center! OK now I've vented and i don't feel that better!

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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

untitled


perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.