Don't wanna be here
I don't want to be here. My life sucks! My parents hate me because i can't be happy and bubbly all the time, my best friend left me because my emotions scared him and everyone is too bloody up themselves to give a damn!
poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
You will grow out of this I guarantee it. Emotional highs and lows are normal for your age group. Things are going to be changing for you very quickly. Once you go off to college you will have a completely new group of friends, new activities, new classes. The first thing that you will notice is that the classes are not like high school. You will be loving life soon.
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