anywhere but here

I remember the day he found out... He cried, i cried, he came for me and we went to his place. His mom offered her support, me and him hugged and talked and even laughed, even then it was OK, but now things are crap. I have found out what bull shit he has been telling our friends. Apparently we had a massive argument and he doesn't like me anymore. The second bit may be true but the first bit? Nah, don't think so. I just received a text on the worst night of my life saying that it's over. I can't believe i am thinking about all of this again. I just can't stop though. I'm totally distracted from my coursework and i can't even type today. I must have backspaced like a million times. I miss him. I don't want to be here anymore, i want to be somewhere far away, on a nice sandy beach or a snowy mountaintop... Anywhere but where i am right now, which is sitting here writing all my crap on a blog.