Monday, 9 March 2009
All in the air
Well he didn't talk to me. I don't know why i expected anything different. I've let myself get hurt again. I left school at lunch because i couldn't take it anymore. I had him and i had this other boy taking the piss out of my lip ring. It was too much. I want to speak to him and ask him why he spoke to me if he was just gonna ignore me again. What's the point. But he is clever because he never promised anything, didn't say anything except "we'll see how it goes" So that gives him an opening to back out and change his mind. Well I'm gonna say to him we either try again or he is out of my life for good. URGH! Why am i so willing to forgive this guy?! I've got enough problems without him making me feel this way. So here i am again crying my eyes out because someone can't put aside their own selfish attitude and be there for me. I really loved and trusted this dude and he really hurt me, gave me hope that we could start again, hurt me again, gave me hope, now he's leaving me in the air... Well I've had enough. I will talk to him and see what the hell is going on.
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Heya, I know you're saying he's out of your life for good now but have you spoken to him about how you feel? I obviously dont know the whole situation but Ive realised that guys dont pick up on things the way girls do and they dont understand things unless its spelled out to them! I find it all rather frustrating but maybe you could just say you really valued his friendship and miss being friends?
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Hope all ends out well
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I have considered talking to him but he just won't listen, he literally blanks me. So i've decided that i don't need friends like that, besides i'm leaving in a few months so i don't want any extra people to say goodbye to! Thanks for the advice, i really appreciate it.
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