I feel like crap! I have coursework that is threatening to bury me alive. My school has gotten strict on their uniform policy. I have always worn my grey hoodie so today i wore it again and i was nice and warm with my hoodie, t-shirt, jeans and converses in class but today they told me to take it off. I was freezing my ass off!! it's pathetic! Luckily I'm gonna be outta there in a few months. Out on my own in "the big bad world" ah well, I'm excited.
Seeing him was OK. I dunno what's goin' on, he can stay in a room alone with me. I think I'm completely off his radar now. So should that be a :( or a :) ???? I barely looked at him today... Spare the few hundred (ahem) times. ARGH! Relationships are just another way for life to screw you up! Another reason i can't wait to get outta here. So i can start again and be a complete lone wolf, who parties all night!!!
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
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