Pain, misery and frustration - there's a happy title!!

So he left yesterday, for Japan (I think) but I'm gonna be happy he left because he is happy to be gone. So why should i feel miserable when it's what he wants to do? The "he who shall not be named" dude, is now like a familiar stranger. One i still miss and love, but still. I am slowly getting over him. On the bright side the college i really wanted to go to has finally contacted me and want me to go for an interview! On another note the missing relative has been found alive and well, i could kick his ass for not contacting us three months ago and letting us know but still. Has anyone else noticed that all the men in my life seem to be causing nothing but pain, misery and frustration?! I think i will stay away from the entire male species for now. Anyway, i just hope things between me and the heart breaker will settle down and he'll stop looking at me and then sharply turning away when i catch him or he just stops ignoring me. Period. Because i just can't handle it what with coursework and exams. I have a very long few months ahead of me. But it will be worth it when I'm in that flat in Waterlooville. I think I'll paint the living room walls turquoise and white and bedroom dark purple and light purple...