I will...

I will live
I will die.
I will laugh
I will cry.
But i won't wait for you again
In the rain
Like i did last night.
Goodbye.

Wednesday, 25 February 2009

HELP!

I want to start a support group for people who have been affected by self harm. But i don't have a clue where to start. On another, completely different note i feel like I've been run over by a bulldozer, only to be thrown into the freezing ocean, where i have swallowed a baby shark that's gnawing on the inside of my throat and then somehow made it up to the sun, which is burning me. So in other words, I'm ill. Worst part is that i have to go to school to finish the essay which is due in FOUR, yes, FOUR, days!!!!! Goddess help me!!!!!!
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  1. Twinkle25 February 2009 at 14:13

    http://grou.ps/superforums.php?gclid=CNSR6IHY-JgCFQ5uQgodg1Bwmw

    http://www.freeforums.org/

    You could try these if it's a forum kinda thing you're after, not really sure how it all works. If you're on Facebook or Myspace you could always start a group...

    Good luck, I hope you're feeling better soon
    x

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poetry of the damned


It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.

untitled


perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.