Change

It's late, but i can't sleep. I'm bored, so i decided to write in and say hey to the world and share my thoughts with it. My nails need filing... I never let them get long. Also i can't wait until my hair appointment, i love it when my appearance changes, it kinda feels like I can change too. Like i'm an entirely different person. That is so what i need right now: a change. My life is the same, day in, day out. A change will be good. I wish i had a time machine so i could erase the mess i've made of my life. First it was crap, then it was good, then it was crappy again and then i met him, It was good for a while and then i messed it up AGAIN. Sometimes i think the people who know me would have been better off without me. On another note how could he do this to me?! i loved him and he left me! I really needed him, i still do... God listen to me whine. I never used to be like this. Ugh. Anyways, i suppose i better go, i have to get up early to run more bloody errands. See ya, fellow bloggers.