Tuesday, 17 February 2009
Can't stop dreaming
All i can think about is what it would be like to perform in front a live audience...And a ton of other stuff, on another note i'm going to a gig on thurs. Can't wait! Urgh! My mind is so..."Blergh" is the only way i can describ it. Wierd. Hm well i gotta go get ready for club. So buh-bye, for now. I'll let you know how i get on with "he who will not be named."
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poetry of the damned
It's not fair.
I don't know who i am.
Why do i feel this way?
I'm never able to be myself. Not really.
There's always a piece locked away.
A secret i won't ever say.
A lie i'll never reveal.
I made a mistake. It cost me everything.
I'll never be the same again.
No one knows who i really am.
He thought he knew me, but he didn't.
She thought she saw me, but she didn't.
What they thought they knew and saw was a shadow of what was real.
Of what i really feel.
I'll never fit in. I'm an outsider. For that i thank God everyday!
Who wants to be cool when that includes getting drunk, smoking and screwing around?
But why does being an outsider have to be so hard?
I am different. More different than you know.
That's the point really... You will never know. Because i will never tell.
untitled
perseverance is what they say my strength is
They must be right
because i got hurt again tonight
Yet i'm still ready to love
Rebound is my second name
But not in the way you might think
I wish i could hate you
But i don't have the strength
One day my heart will not be able to hold on anymore
will not react to heartbreak with immunity
i think today is that day.
There is nothing quite liker performing live infront of an audience, especially when you let yourself zone out and lose control.
ReplyDeleteIf it's something you want you should really go for it and dont let anyone stop you. It sounds a little cheesy but there are too many people out there who won't help you up if you fall. So you just have to stay strong yourself and do what you want to do!
Good luck
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